Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tagged by Malique
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Wrong Person
Aku atu oline lah malm malam kelmarin. Then si Nuar text me.
Nuar: Kaka
Ayen: Kaka? :D
Nuar: Eh sory salah urang. Kau panya naz. Ku pikir si Nurul.
Ayen: Hahahaha
So Kiah, get the story? Hahaha.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Mummy's back.
Okay. Okay. Mummy ada belikan jeans and tees and flip flop and and SECRET RECIPE. Lawa lah... hee. Tadi masa mama balik, mama terus bawa jalan lagipun i need to buy Skin Lappy and keyboard protector and terus beli easi. Hee.
Lepas go shopping, kami lunch di sebelah kominis... Dyn Rymes *i know spelling mistake*. Then we off to Bismi Teguhraya. Beli buku utk mumy. Then terus baik. Tired much but fun. ;D
New layout
p/s: I love you helmey.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
New Lappy.
Daddy and Mummy, thanks yeah. I love you.
Another Random Post
Waah!! Nyaman bunyinya. hahaha. Siuk tu ah mun hidup ku famous cematu. Hhaha. Perasanness.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Shopping Madness and Showing Off
Okay okay.
3 days in a row i've spend my day shopping with mummy and daddy. From morning to night. Paling late balik puku 10. Tired berabis lah... huuu... so i bought make up from Skin Food and blazer. Sikit ja kan aku belanja this month since daddy buy me a new lappy...
Got story to tell. Beri sesak lah... even my mummy pun sasak.
Kami atu ke Qlap Mall malam atu. Then kami masuk tempat kedai Victoria Secret. Masa mula2 masuk, ada this one family shopping jua. Mula2 atu macam biasa ja. Sudah atu kami ke kedai ani. Lupa ku nama nya pi yang ku tau harga2 barang sana mahal. Ada jua this family. The mummy macam showing off yang durang atu ada berjuta2 lam poket. Apatah lagi anak nya yang bini2 atu macam kambang2an mencuba high heels ah. Inda plang ku jealous pi labeh2 bah. Tuha2 pun kan show off jua. Then sudah tu kami keluar and masuk pat this kedai. Durang pun sibuk2 jua masuk and show off. Banar plang its up to them kan shopping dimana tapi inda jua payah kan show off . Sudah atu kan kami msuk pat kedai Winmark. Then inda batah atu, ada jua durang ani masuk. Macam dimana kami shopping durang pun mesti ada. Mama pun cakap labeh2an. Sekali inda batah durang keluar atu, kami pun keluar. Sekali durang turun kan tu... and i looked at their shopping bag, pikir luan banyak tadi rupaya 1 2 beg yang damit since durang show off atu.. im not jealous tapi inda payah tah kan menunjuk2 just act normal bah inda payah kan bereksen2 dapan urang. Are they trying to make me jealous??? Ohh please. Thats ot gonna happen aku pun tedapat tu....
That old lady: Amoii kasut merah atu berapa?
Amoi: $200 tapi ada discount 20%.
That girl: Yang manakan ma?? Yang ani kah?? Lawa jua.
That old lady: Cuba lai ehh.
Like what?? inda payah kan cakap nyaring2. Im not jealous its just.... entah eh.
But seriously, shopping was FUUUNN! Yes??
Friday, December 19, 2008
Hot!
Hot! Hot! Hot! I LOVE YOU!!!
Saturday Night Fever
Soo cant wait! I love you vy and and Fergal Lawler jua:P
Fergal Patrick Lawler, i love.
Went home that afternoon and directly went to daddy's classic album collection and i found The Cranberries where they had a show at Hard Rock Cafe. And i watched the clips. God!! Fergal Patrick Lawler, the drummer, got this hot body and handsome face. My type. Hot Hunk!
From that day until now, the CD keeps playing 24/7. Not because of the song but because of Fergal Patrick Lawler. He reminds me of my Helmey. Im not being kambang here but yeah....
Fergal Lawler, im soo into you. Your sadang2 biceps atu wow-ed me! your body wow-ed me! your handsome face wow-ed me! Same goes to you jua vy. You know kan I Love You More.
I love you both!!!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Went home that afternoon and directly went to daddy's classic album collection and i found The Cranberries where they had a show at Hard Rock Cafe. And i watched the clips. God!! Fergal Patrick Lawler, the drummer, got this hot body and handsome face. My type. Hot Hunk!
From that day until now, the CD keeps playing 24/7. Not because of the song but because of Fergal Patrick Lawler. He reminds me of my Helmey. Im not being kambang here but yeah....
Fergal Lawler, im soo into you. Your sadang2 biceps atu wow-ed me! your body wow-ed me! your handsome face wow-ed me! Same goes to you jua vy. You know kan I Love You More.
I love you both!!!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Lappy come and go!
Description:
Intel Core 2 Duo Processor T5750 2.0GHz
- 2MB Cache, 667MHz FSB, Intel 945GM Express Chipset with integrated featuring GMA X3100 upto 224MB RAM Video Memory.
- 14.1'' WXGA CrystalBrite 1280x800
- 2GB (2x1) DDR2 667 RAM
- 250GB SATA HDD
- 6-Cell Li-lon Battery (2-3 hours)
- 56 Kbps Modem & 10/100/1000 Mbps LAN
- 8X DVD-SUPER MULTI DOUBLE LAYER DRIVE
- Integrated Bluetooth 2.0+EDR
- 5 in 1 Card reader
- Dolby certified surround sound system with 2 built in stereo speakers.
- Acer crystal eye webcam
- Weight 2.6 kg
- Intel PRO/Wireless 3945abg Wireless Connection
- 4xUSB, IEEE, S-Video/TV Output, Expree card slot and VGA port
- Genuine Microsofr window vista home premium Sp1
Lame.
Malique: Yen, aku ada soalan!
Ain: Apa?
Malique: Kenapa urang takut kan pergi ke Rimba?
Ain: Hm pasal rimbanya behantu?
Malique: Salah!
Ain: Ermmm... pasal apa ah... pasal rimbanya .... bah tia eh!
Malique: banar ah... jan kau nyasal..
Ain: au inda....
Malique: Pasal Rimba ada GIANT! hahaha
Ngek ehhh... lame berabis bah.
Need That
Tadi i went to i-top. Bought 2 tees there. Hee i know i know. Shopping madness. Lawa wah the bajuu. And the shades. And everything. So after shopping for my tees, we went to this shop which i really can't remember the name. I love the blazer and i need the blazer. Lawa banar. Ohh yeah arah i-top pun tadi i found this coat/blazer. Suit dipakai during rainy days like malam tadi. So yeah i will but 2 blazers next month and new tees from bingo and i-top.
I desperately need flip flops and high heels and yeah new shoes. Next month. Everything will be next month. DESPERATELY NEED CONTACT LENS. HMPFF!!!
Then we went to Hua Ho Manggis. Buy foods. Ohh not to forget, I also need to shop nanti di SkinFood. Need to buy all the moisturizer, lotion, and more more more. Expensive but i don't care. Its my money dude! Mummy dont even give a damn too. Kan mumy? Hehe. Banar seriously i need jua barang dari sana.
Okay there's a lot i need to buy gipun i have my own allowance which is really enuff for me - $150 and will be add another $30. So, overall is $180. Then mumy said, after A-level she won't let me find a job coz she will increase my allowance to $200. HAHAHAHA. I know i know. Im suce a spoil brat. Who cares. Mumy's idea not mine. Kan? Kan? But seriously, i have everything now except all the thing that I mentioned above.
I need this by next month - blazers, new tees, flip flop, SkinFood and contact lens and high heels.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Yeayness.
Okay okay makin ngusut ku karang. Soo kami terus ke Vaio. Mula2 mama suruh beli HP yang damit ah $9++. Aku mau tapi screen nya telampau damit. Mata ku gi kabur. I found this DELL macam si shaz punya. $1+++. Okay. Lawa jua. So maybe aku beli atu saja. Vaio? $2+++ ah... mama na jua suruh tu more than $2+++. Inda apalah i go for DELL or mabe ACER. Hujung bulan ani baru ada . heee.
Arghhh! MACBOOK SAJA WAH!
Majal jua dah tu. Okay seriusly i need contact lens. Probably warna hijau and gold *honey* or brown *na jadi kali. common ah* I need it. Mata ku laii kabur ah. Sheesh. If ku pakai specs, na ku mau eee.. If aku pakai spec perasan ku jalan atu betingkat2. haha paham2 tah kamu.
ps: I LOVE YOU EDWARD.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
i love you.
You’re the perfect lover. Im in love with all the things that you do. how you So seductivetouch me. I can’t get enough of you. Seriously vy, you are the best. You got me obsessed and I can’t catch my breath. I must confess that you got me high and Im so damn high.
I love you. I love you so much.
The conversation we had made my day. You made me laugh all night but a little bit of sadness. You know, I rather not to know that you went to Bandar with mama and not coming to my house and you just park your car at the garage and not bother to come. Y’know mama always wanted to see me and you still don’t want to take her.
I know you scared that your mama will force us (not exactly force us but wanted us) to get engage. We both know we are so ready but then yeah my mama won’t allow us to get engage very soon. She wants me to study hard and get enuff credit to go to uni. I know that vy. And yeah you scared that if we engage very soon, you cannot stand and want to merry me. Im scared too. I need to focus on my studies. I need job before we get married. Money doesn’t buy happiness but yeah I want to help you to support our lives after we get married. Get me vy??? Just wait for me ayte? Remember all your promises.Avy... It doesn’t matter if your family not that complete. I don’t care. I accept you as you are. I love you for who you are. I love your mama, lisa and ewan. Others? I love them too vy. Eventho your daddy is not here anymore, I know he knew about us. I know he will accept this relationship.
Remember one thing vy, I love you for whatever it takes. I never love a guy this much. Its been 5 months and never felt like this before. You never failed me vy. Never. I love you. God, I love you so much.
Gahhh, I love you so much. Totally unexplainable felling that cannot be describe in any way.
Longing to hold you and to be with you. Y'know i always want you. Wanting to be with you every second of my life. Without you i feel so empty and incomplete inside. I have the desire to learn about you and to teach you all about me. Will always be there for you no matter what happen. You make the sun a bit brighter, my heart bit faster (and there's a spring in my step too.. hehe). When i dream about you, im stuck in it. You make me get butterflies in my stomach when you lok at me and make my pulse race when you touch me. Sometimes you make me cry for no reason (baie eh you know kan how it hurts pakai lens). When you told me you love me, it makes my heart weak and my chest tighten. It makes me blind and yes it makes me happier than i've ever been before.
Nurul Ain Nazuha
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
20 things very very random!
2. I hate you.
3. aku inda mau kawan sama kau!
4. I miss you, love!
5. pruuuttt! hahaha!
6. aku lapaaaar!
7. kau kambangg!!
8. Antah kau eh!
9. Boooring!
10.Apa lagi kah masalahnya ani!
11.Aku suka kau!
12.Inda ku jadi suka kau! hahaha
13.Aku sayang mama sama dady!
14.Donkey ehhh!
15.Kau tu baie!
16.Inda ku mau!
17.Esuk sekulah kah? haha
18.What the fuck!!
19.Kau bida!!
20. Aku lawa!! hahaha
Reasons.
zombie.
While i was eating kan, aku suruh Shaz main lagu pakai guitarnya ah. Then ia nyanyi this song which is lawa bagi ku. Suara si shaz gi lawa i tell you. Lawa berabis. Napa ya na masuk p2f ah?? hehe. Kidding Shaz. Okay let the lyric do the singing...*hahaha apakann??*
Another head hangs lowly
Child is slowly taken
And the violence causes silence
Who are we mistaken?
But you see, it’s not me
It’s not my family
In your head, in your head
They are fightin’!
With their tanks, and their bombs
And their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head
They are cryin!
In your head! In your head!
Zombie! Zombie! Zombie,hey,hey,hey!
What’s in your head, in your head?
Zombie! Zombie! Zombie hey,hey,hey,oh dou, dou, dou,dou dou...
Another mother’s breaking
Heart is taken over.
When the violence causes silence
We must be mistaken.
It’s the same old theme
Since 1916!
In your head, in your head
They’re still fightin’!
With their tanks, and their bombs
And their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head!
They are dyin’!
In your head! In your head!
Zombie! Zombie! Zombie,hey, hey,hey
What’s in your head, in your head?
Zombie! Zombie! Zombie hey, hey, hey, hey,oh, oh, oh, oh,oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a!
i miss you, vy.
Can't wait.
Iski? i know im very the iski if my boyfriend come. Who don't? Tell me, c'mon! hehs. Unfortunately, my mom will not be in Brunei. She spend her time in Miri soo yeah only me and my dad. Daddy probably very busy so he can't join mummy. Mummy go to Miri with the tangah on Saturday and will be back on Monday. So sempatlah tu ia kan jumpa my hubby or maybe she comes late. I don't know.
Okay okay.
Yesterday, mummy taught me how to cook lamb. So that i can cook for my hubby this Monday. Hehehe. Hope i won't burn the kitchen. Hahah. Egg! ohh thank god, my hubby datang kerumah pakai bike. So that's mean he can go home anytime he want or probably i should say he could stay at my house. Please babe? hmpfft.
I love you, helmey.
Boredom strikes - random one.
hmmm... Anyways enuff with fantasies. Back to reality now.
Last Friday, i went to The Mall with families. I bought few tees from Bingo. Very the lawa bajuu sana ah. i bought them more than $50 soo yeah i received this membership card 20%. hehe... will shop until i drop nanti. I found this tees for men. Lawa. so yeah probably i'll buy it for my hubby nanti. Ohh yeah, Suhaila told me that if our boyfriend bought us tees thats mean he want to end up the relationship. Ohhh... stupid myth!
After do the shopping, we went to saloon nearby. God, my hair! not lawa but rugged. 3 layers. 1st layer very short, 2nd layer sadang2 and last layer long. yanh last layer limpas bahu saja. So this will be my first long hair. Why? coz aku mau my first layer atu panjang dulu. then my last layer makin panjang. huuu... its okay. NEW HAIR MEANS BRAND NEW LIFE. Hoping that my hubby suka.
Ohh yeah thank god, mummy dah belikan new eye shadow, perfumes and eyeliner from body shop. Nyehehehe. i love the smells yang small perfume ah. Its strawberry. Wangi you.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Breaking Dawn
Yeayyyy! Finally I got the finale book of twilight saga – BREAKING DAWN. Mann, im waiting for this like days. Bullshit? I know! I forced my mom to buy me the book. “You got your own money kan? Belilah sendiri” that’s what she replies everytime I showed her my cute puppy eyes... hahaha. “But ma, my money only left like about $23. Im broke”
“I give you $4 only.”
“$4 ganya!”
“Aulah!”
hahahaha
Then in the afternoon, we went to plaza athirah. Great western (yaka?) – bought Finale Twilight Saga there. It cost $26.80. And mahn, I found this poster and there’s a picture guesswhat?? JK Rowling her latest book will be out this December. Soo gonna buy it!
Wait? Is Breaking Dawn the real finale for twilight saga? JD told me it’s the finale. No!! Godd, Edward Cullen I love the most. Mahn, im in love with vampires now.
Dear vampy,
If you read this, please bite me!
“I DO” not Bella Swan. Hmpfff. Jealousy. I know. hahah. People, you can have Robert Pattinson but not my Edward Cullen, in the movie, he’s mine! Outside the movie, its all yours! Why? No more that hot hunk ‘vampy’ haha. Again, I love vampy. Wish my helmey atu a vampire. Ohh, I don’t mind if he turns me on. 0.o Sheeshhh, im so not over it. I know it seems like im living in the fantasy. That’s what hajah told me. She likes Robert Pattinson while me Edward Cullen. She’s living in reality and me full of fantasy. I don’t give a damn. Vampires much much hotter, dude!
I was in the library with Hajah, Shaz and Amal. Hajah told me that Breaking Dawn is not the finale. Hahahaha thank god. There will be coming out soon – Midnight Sun?? luruskah jah? It will be out this December. So that’s mean I have to buy 2 books – JK Rowling and Stephanie Meyer. Have to save a big sum of money. Blargh! Arghhh! I love you, Edward!
Renzo was asking me, “why kan banyak urang baca buku ani” pointing at my Breaking Dawn. Then last Thursday, I saw him with this book, TWILIGHT first saga.
“Ren, baru kau baca kah?”
“Aulah, unlike you book 4 already!”
hahhaha.
A bad friend of mine, Freaky were asking me...
“eh siukkah baca buku ah?”
“siuk kali ah”
“yang lain ada ko?”
“au ada, napa?”
“pinjam eh”
Yeah thanks to me and my big mouth. I find myself hardly to borrow people my things. Seriously, banar! Aku ani karit ne. and yeah aku karit kan pinjam kan twilight saga ku yang lain pat freaky coz aku takut rusak. Only hajah knows cemana si freaky atu. Aku takut rusak and hilang olehnya. Why don’t he just buy the book himself? Sorry I won’t lend him the books. I don’t trust him to keep my book clean. Hehehe.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
My Confession
Masa last bejumpa with hlmey dirumah, ia ada gtau aku maybe ia kena hantar ke singapore ada kursus sana macam kursus untuk ia jadi bahagian management *yakah vy?* So ia di Singapore for 3 months. Im happy for him plang if banar the kursus dapat buatkan ia naik pangkat. But 3 months? Do you guys think that I can handle that? kami gi payahan kan bejumpa since motornya rusak bagas accident and keretanya mamanya pinjam. So ia ke tmpat kerja pun cuzennya antar and ambil. so bejumpa pun entah eh. If cuzennya in hurry na tah dapat bejumpa tu.
I can handle if ia belayar like for a week kah but not 3 months babe! that's just too much. I told JD bout this and cried on her shoulder *thanks babe* JD told me that i should be happy for him. I AM! But napa mesti di Singapore? Inda dapatkah di Brunei saja? i need more love from him and not money! I dont care if ia stay as a steward constructure forever. I want him to be here with me and not to be there with some strangers.
Im happy if ia dapat naik pangkat pi buleh kan deh kursus nya disini. Hmpff!!! Pi walauapapun, aku cuba memahami this situation eventho it hurts. i don't care of it might hurt myself, but please not him. *sigh~*
i love you, helmey.
Friday, November 7, 2008
4 Months Now
Name: Md Hafizul Al-Helmey
Age: 24 *tua ee but you are soo hot and I love you*
Date of birth: 27th July 1984
Place of birth: Kuala Belait
Occupation: Steward, Royal Brunei Airlines
Email: -
Phone number: -
About the girlfriend:
Name: Nurul Ain Nazuha
Age: 19
Date of birth: 5th October 1989
Place of birth: Brunei
Occupation: Student, Maktab Duli
Email: -
Phone Number: -
Happy 4 monthsary to me and helmey. Babe, I love you. The 4 little words won’t be able to tell you how much I love you. The day and night how we spend our valuable time together is the moment I miss so much now, love. Godd, you were a stranger to me then now you came to my life, fill my life with happiness (and not to forget a little sadness too). I love you for who you are not for what you are. Seriously babe, sometimes you made me hate you when you make that little surprises. You sucks! Banarr! Yet, I love you soo much.
You are the first to met my parent. You melted me from the very first I saw how you treated my parent. The way you talked to them. God, Im glad you are not like some of the ‘boyfriends’ out there which have no manners sometimes. *please readers, jangan terasa.* Im glad my parents can accept you, love. They like you so much until everytime avy balik kerja at 12 pagi, they force you to sleepover at my house. See, they like you soo much. Evertime you came to my house, mumy always make you a superb dinner. Jealous saya eh. Hehe. thanks for everything yeah? love you!
Happy 4 monthsary!
Babe, i love you soo much!
xoxo
the day before the celebration, student kena suruh decorate the table pat dining hall...
sedangkan class lain sudah bedecorate and ada makanan. Kami, habuk saja behidang atas meja ah. Then kami balik2 call the catering...
until then, i called urang atu,"excuse me, can you make it faster! cemanikah kamu melayan customer?batah!"
i don't even give them a chance tuk becakap :P
so durang najiah pun macam, "banar2kah yen kau cakap catu ah?"
hahaha
ain kali ne ah!
i dont give a damn if sudah marah atu. Last last sampai tah sudah catering ah.
so kami set up the table lagi
I was amazed by the other BEs punya decoration. Especially class si zack, and freaky. Class during si zack, rugged banar lah. Class during yang layak menang the competition. Class durang si freaky ada CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN! There’s a chance for both classes atu menang the competiton.
It was tired lah. Tired berabis. Kami pun na abis abis begambar. And I keep on pounting that day. Hahah. So kami beraya lagi ke class lain. Heheh mamam satay, cheese cake... what else uhh? Lupa saya ehh. But it was fuhn y’know. I know the word fun is not enuf to describe d-day.
Did I mention already about the 2 classes that might win the competition? Well.. hell NO! seriously banarr. They didn’t win that competition. When I was waiting my dady to fetch me, they announced that BE7 won the 1st place (hajah’s class), 2nd place is BE 8 and 3rd place ---- ohh you not gonna believe this. ITS BE10. Class kmi yang inda seberapa plang menang ani wah. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE BEs MENTION ABOVE.
Will post photos soon yeah??
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Thanks for coming
Im so pissed off lah! and i was like " kata datang pukul 6-ish ani udah pukul 7.30. damn eh! mana yakan????" see.... how pissed i am. but then pukul 8 baru tah ia kan sampai. kata pukul 6-ish pi sampai pukul 8. janji melayu jua tu...
masa ia sampai atu kan, aku tekajut meliat tangan nya atu bebungkus. Tangan nya bangkak because of betumbuk. Kelaie lah lagi tu sama ex-bf adi nya. And ia stat sudah ngumpul janggutnya... looking hot like that, vy. Hehe... but then ia tpaksa buang janggutnya atu... steward the face have to be clean like dha~~ sekadarness....
dady lagi tu pemajal suruh bawa avy makan... Avy atu baru jua kan duduk, sudah tia "dek, bawa tia ia makan ah." and i was like, "vy, mau makan awal ani?" "karang saja eh. awal maseh ne"
so i told my dad skajap gi kami makan. Inda batah atu dady gi majal," bah makan tah."
hehe see how pemajal he is.
last last kami makan jua lah kan. At first aku suruh my avy makan ayam grill ah. Pi ambung ia na mau makan... biasalh kan maintain ia sendiri cakap ia makin overweight and the plane pun na gi stable leh nya.. haha chapee.... ku pajal gi... sombong ya na mau makan ayam ah... but last2 makan jua ya... hehe its his fave... mana jua dapat di elakkan tu ayam ah.. (apakan bahasa ku ah:P)ayam yang dipilihnya atu basar2.... 1 bahagian dada and yang 2 atu drumstick... yang tulang dada ayam atu, ia bg rah ku... so that mama pikir aku yang makan ayam bsr atu... chapee si looser ane... but last2 mama caya jua.... hehehe...
i had fuhn with him that night. penyaya, kuat becali, pengatil, roomantic - thats him....
ps:
vy, do come lagi ah...
and this time, tido ja di rumah...
green light from mumy sudah...
do sleetover at my house during school holiday...
please???
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Nowhere Left To Go.
my blog ah soo dusty kan? yet, im here to clean it up. Hhehe. Okays. Where should i start? *bepikir luu* okays. *still bepikir*. Ehh have you guys heard lagu Leona Lewis *lurus kah tu ejaannya ah? antam* yang lagunya yang - Nowhere Left To Go? Opening beatnya lawa. Auu banar. Okay, the song is suits for all ages *ehh apakan?* suits for all yang heartbroken atuu. Banar. No kid me here. okay let the lyric do the singing yeah?
3 weeks 4 days and the hours keep passing, by like a train with my brain steady asking. Did I do the right thing? Listen to my feelings. Am I on the right page? Or am I mistaken?
(hook)
I'm caught up in the maze. I've been shopping like a mad woman spending all my money, but I can't get over this. I think I'm about to suffer a relapse.
(chorus)
(Play your position girl)
You already know
(You be tripping girl)
So why don't you let me go?
(Cause I'm real fair)
But you're playing with my love
(Then why you still here?) There's nowhere left to go
(Play your position girl)
You already know
(You be tripping girl)
So why don't you let me go?
(Cause I'm real fair)
But you're playing with my love,
(Then why you still here?) There's nowhere left to go.
Leona:
We did we fell so far
like two kids
do we even have a connection
besides our affection
for an expression of love in side the bedroom.
(hook)
(Chorus)
Leona:
And i cant help myself i keep falling for you all over again
its like every time I'm out the door
I'm right back in your arms all over again
I'm saying yes, I'm saying no, I'm telling you you gotta go
and then i wind up still here, staying all over
loving', missing', wishing' you were here all over again
pick up the phone and call your number
are you home? can i come over?
oh why do we be like this
I'll call it off with nothing but static
and weigh it off like nothing happened
oh why do we be like this
repeating chorus 2X
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
so helmey inda jadi belayar since it was my big day....
masa kami im-ed, ia gtau kan datang ke rumah ku beraya on the 6th...
i was happy lah...
a boyfriend came to my house...
before on the 6th...
awal2 sudah ku gtau mumy yang my friend kan beraya on the 6th...
mama pikir si hajah...
iatah nya mama, "bah sediakan ja angpau"
"no ma. ukan si hajah. my friend. kaja sudah"
"kaja mana? urang mana? mana ko dapat?"
"urang rba. aku kenal ia dari chat.. ia dapat email ku dulu..."
"RBA bahagian apa?"
"steward"
"bah hidang makanan saja"
hahah aku ketawa...
pasalnya kan mula2 ia cakap angpau saja tu ah...
pastu behidang tia... :P
on the 6th...
mama masak nasi beriyani and ayam masak merah....
mula2 helmey told me ia datang pukul 5...
we all panic...
mana jua nya...
alum beready kali ahhh maseh gi prepare2....
so aku paksa ia datang pukul 7...
pi inda dapat pasl cuzennya kan balik beraya di KB...
aku suruh ia tinggal saja....
pi inda dapat jua since ia ikut cuzennya balik ke KB...
so mama paksa ia datang dalam kul 6.30....
last last baru ia mau....
ngah tipah pun ada jua kan tulung mama di dapur....
aku nervous menunggu ia...
hehehs....
mama pun macam inda sabar jua...
pi mama inda tau ia atu my bf....
pi macam tau jua...
******6.30 pm ******
ia datang dah sama cuzennya dua urang...
cuzennya pakai baju melayu wana hitam....
ia surang ganya wana purple...
sama macam aku wana purple...
iatah me and helmey pun bangang jua coz kami na bejanji pun pakai baju wana purple....
hee namanya ada jodoh jua kali... hee AMIN...
cuzennya yang ada baby face atu badannya damit and pengatil jua usulnya...
yang surang atu macam pendiam....
both pindik lah.... inda jua pindik banar macam si tua atu...
hahha
yang luan banyaktanya si baby face tu.....
yang si gundul atu inda berapa...
and durang balik2 cakap masakan mama yummeh....
*mom, you should hear how they talk abt it.... funny y'know... hahaha*
unfortunately durang paksa balik awal around 7.15....
atupun pasal si hadi*hadi kali namanya yang baby face ah* kena message tanya durang dimana....
huuu....
but its okay i have fuhn with then especially sama my own baby face si helmey....
i love you bhooo.....after durang balikkan...
abang: boyfriend mu kah kawan mu tu?
ayen: urmmmm *blushing*
abang: boyfriend mu kah?
ayen: au....
iatah riuh trus di dapur ah..... hahahaha
ngah tipah: ok jua bh ia atu.. good looking....
mumy: au okay jua. handsome.. tertib lagi...
bla bla bla...
*a big smile on my face*
so that night we im-ed and phone call...
hee....
but then he told me lagi ia kan datang ke rumah on the 10th
pasalnya his cuzen 2 urang atu kan beraya kerumah gf durang and rumah bini2 lain jua.......
ia inda mau ikut walaupun cuzennya pajal....
ia mau stay di rumahku...
atu tarusku gtau mama...
and yeah...
green light from mumy...
mumy: bah datang tah....
mumy: kau mau mama masak apa?
ayen: beli satay saja ma di mameh ah
mumy: jan tah eh... mama masak saja
ayen: apa mama mau masak kan?
mumy: speg carbonara saja ah....
* wow special jua untuk boyfriend ku... untuk anaknya mana da tu cematu atu*
ayen: bah mana saja
then kami kelaie lagi...
not kelaie lah...
ia marah aku saja
malam tu aku janji rahnya aku kan call ia ince creditnya tinggal sikit atu...
pi aku tetidur wa....
iatah marah ya....
nyamal ya for 12 hours but then ok lah...
and i call him lagi as i promised
hmpf....
i hurt myself by hurting him....
:(
im sorry....
First day of School
very nervous day y'know...
results came out....
i really relly don't wana talk about it...
ignore that...
as Ms Dutton-said-so masuk ke class ambil registration kami
i received a love letter from SA *student affair*
aku kena suruh jumpa cikgu norlina *sorry of there is a spelling mistake*
awal gi tu kena suruh jumpa ah...
suppose to be pukul 7.45 abis registration but then aku ada class...
so aku kena suruh datang jumpa ia dalam tima block 3 which is before lunch ah...
gyla...
nervous kali ah...
surang2 gi tu ku tanya...
i can't concentrate time belajar thinking bout the love letter...
form SA kali tu ahh, sapa jua inda galat...
hahah
so time block 3...
aku ke SA...
teacher suruh ke tempat meeting atu...
damn eh..
rupanya pasal aku escape english ah...
hahaha
i know how baie that ** *****
tapi buat mua 10 sen
nyeheheh
and aku kena tanya sapa yang selalu escape...
so aku jawap si ****** and *****...
ia tanya apa dugaan di MD....
so it last for 15 minutes or 25 minutes.....
hehhe...
kes disiplin kali tu ah...
inda plang kena ceramahi....
and yang siukna teacher atu cakap yang ** ***** gtau aku punya attendance makin improve....
mana jua kan improve...
mun sudah aku kena gtau uleh si wan and ren pasal the attendance....if aku inda masuk ** ***** bawa ke disiplin....
sekadarness.....
aduiii 1st day of school sudah ada blind date with the SA...
romantik kali ah...
jealous, no?
hahah....
yang baienya lagi ah time maths...
aku atu becerita sama si zack...
sudah atu ada tia si freaky ani menyampuk...
nya "ada uang atu salah rumah time raya"
hahahha
baie wah si hajah ah...
ukannya aku salah rumah...
aku not sure atu rumah haj ah or inda...
malam kali tu ah...
inda jua ku nampak tile wana merah and atap wana hijau...
ngokngek eh hajah ani...
disebarkannya wah cerita ah
baie ahhh....
and the funniest thing is on the second day of school,
i received a present from hajah...
kamu masih ingat kah pasal my post yang aku bagi si hajah meggie as her present....
hahahha
revenge...
revenge....
major darling!
iatah dalam bag atu...
ada choclate... yummehhh...
ada handphone chain which is pink in colour, heart shape and the most annoying pasal that chain kan ia ada bell bah...
hahha
and ada apanah....
MEGGIE CURRY....
hahahha
telur ehhh hajah ani....
hhhaha
ngok....
Third Day of Raya
my family and the tangahs beraya together gether macam biasa...
but this time teacher wong, my ex teacher which is also my mother's friend ikut beraya...
tengahari atu my family and t. wong beraya ke rumah student mama, si Alya...
they invite us to their open house....
so kami datang...
the laksa so yummy....
banar...
nyaman kali ah...
so after beraya disana...
kami kerumah ngangah...
and directly go to rumah kawan mama jua, Cikgu Siti...
open house jua patang atu...
iatah i met my childhood friend si Baby and a friend, si Bazilah dengan ku kaja di PDS nurdery dulu...
aku atu say hi wah rah durang...
pi durang ignore me...
so aku pun malas jua kan melayan...
biarkan tia....
both still young pi bekawan dengan yang tua tua kahwin sudah...
yang kahwin atu pun kawan mama jua....
durang pun inda menagur mama and ngangah....(ngangah pun sama keja dengan mama.. i mean ngangah bini)
durang inda plang tua banar... just sadang2 lah....
if aku jadi si bazilah ma si baby atu bah...
muda muda ani nada ku kan bekawan ydengan yang tua kawin sudah...
karang urang pun pikir tani kawin sudah...
beri malu jua tu...
iatah i told mumy pasal atu...
so mumy cakap probably durang malu kan tegur aku pasal i manage to enter maktab duli...
where both of them should be in MD too - with me...
pi durang failed so keja lah di pds....
iatah mama cakap durang malu kali...
heyyy apakan dimalukan...
aku yang dapat masuk MD ani inda jua ku malu kan tagur durang eventho i know durang na dapat masuk....
i mean... kawan jangan di lupakan....
hahahahha...
yang kahwin2 tua atu plang durg bekawan....
begatal tah lagi...
iatah pat rumah kawan mumy tu kan... ada lah orang orang bujang kaja bank...
good good looking lah...(my hubby lagi good looking daripada durang:P)
iatah group group yang bini2 ani pun sengaja ketawa basar2 to get their attention....
just be yourself...
don't have to control2 or melabang dapan lelaki to get their attention....
seriusly....
huhhh...
na jua ku milih kawan kali ah walaupun durang na dapat masuk MD.
sekadar jua ehhh...
iatah lupa kanwan tu namanya....
so after dari rumah Cikgu Siti....
kami ke rumah Cikgu Minah...
my ex teacher jua....
nothing much happen lah...
ia open house jua....
after dari rumah cikgu minah....
kami kerumah uncle jerry kawan daddy...
open house jua....
haha gila kaley ey open house ganya...
so kami cerita2 with uncle... :D
then... kami kerumah SUT...
anak kepada Pengiran dato Sariffuddien di Telanai.... hm namanya Pg Hj Osman kali.... hehehe sorry if salah nama...
cousin of my uncle jua....
tapi kali ani nada open house...
After dari rumah SUT
kami ke rumah cikgu rohani...
not my ex teacher...
heee...
and nada open house jua...
gilaa open house ganya eee...
nada ku tahan tu....
hehs...
unfortunately...
malam atu hujan....
damn im fucking wet...
hehhes....
lastly kami balik rumah...
teacher wong beraya ke rumah kami malam atu....
since hujan labat, mumy hantar ia aher sikit dalam pukul11.30 i guess..
me???
tdo pastu betelipun... :P
Second Day of Raya
we went to ngangah punya ipars ipars....
kami ikut2 saja....
iatah masa kami beraya di lambak atu (ngah haji punya cousin).....
anak punya tuan rumah atu kejanya pilot....
before ia pilot RBA as a co-pilot saja...
but then he resign and he got a big oppurtunity
ia dapat keja as a co-pilot di abu dhabi...
bright future that guy...
then we went to rumah si HAJAH HAFIZAH
ia open house and invite kami so kami datang laa....
mateyyyy.....
jalan ke rumahnya ah sudah tah gelap... naik bukit lagi...
hahah...
entah im not sure yang kami naik atu bukit ataupun gunung :p
tinggi bah eh....
berijap lagi tu....
mun aku yang drive tu ah....
grenti tu ku parking dibawah lepastu jalan kaki naik ke atas ah....
berijap bah....
baru jua ku jadi passenger tu ah alum lagi ku yang mendrive...
she text me atap rumahnya wana hijau (yakah???) and ia dindingnya tile wana merah...
sudah sampai di 'not-exactly-rumahnya' ku call ia...
mala kali tu ahhh...
na jua nampak apa2...
skalinya dui malai salah rumah!
hahahah
inda plang kami masuk ke rumahnya just that kami stay lam keta while im on th phone with her....
baie wah si hajah ahhh....
hahhahaha memalukan ehhhh...
ohh yeah....
masa tempat rumah si hajah...
aku tejumpa my ex-IRK-teacher...
cikgu kamal....
cikgu kamal atu pun senyum2 jua meliat aku...
hahaha....
malu ku bah kan tagur ia ah...
pasalnya nya kan...
selama ia ngajar aku IRK...
aku inda pernah hantar homework yang dibaginya...
classwork pun sikit2 saja....
homework? never!
iatah aku dapat D or E for my IRK....
hahahah :D
First Day of Raya
awal2 pagi lagi..
biasalah my dad ke masjid sembahyang sunat hari raya...
while i was helping mumy in the kitchen...
mumy masak sayur, ayam kurma and daging curry....
i didn't help much actually...
sekadar menyuci saja...
As dady arrived home...
kami salam-salaman...
we ate...
the kurma so yummy....
right dad??
so after eating, we off to Kilanas tempat nini boy...
have i told you guys that in the families, a baby was born last year??
the boy suppose to be my baby fruit (anak buah)..
but since my mom and dad adopted me and my brother (usu ejai) was adopted by my nini boy...
we were like uncle and niece...
we got seperated...
if he still considered as my brother, then Aizat (my cousin) is my baby fruit and he is like a new generation to the family...
ahhh nvm...
he's cute tho....
gauk...
the face more to his mother than his father........
ohh... Izat love to be with his granddy...
atleast my granddy inda sunyi lagi kan...
ada jua dengan ia bermain... kan? kan?
ehh guess what?
uda ku ani rupa2nya members wah....
masa ku liat tempat certificate nya atu kan.. rupa2nya nama banarnya kamal ariffin...
selama ani aku tau ia kena panggil ripin saja...
hehehe taloor aku ah....
:P
pi now inda gi berapa lah nampak usulnya cematu atu...
since ia kaja as a tourist guide kali... iatah ubah image ia...
mun image nya sama masih macam dulu... kena buang kaja kali udah tu...
hehehe...
then kami and uda ripin off to noneh's crib di lambak...
well siuk jua lah disana atu....
mama atu tah lagi kuat becerita...
iatah paling calinya tu ah.... kadang2 durang becerita ani ah awut bah....
surang cerita pasal lain surang cerita pasal lain...
heheh....
iatah aku and uda ripin ketawa ganya....
chapee chapee....
so after having fuhn disana...
kami ke rumah fidah...
our auntie jua...
rumah durang bersebalahan dengan rumah si noneh....
iatah kami jalan kaki saja..
nothing much lah....
mama bergossip with durang...
and me makan chocolate and liat tv...
hehe...
actually my parent nada plang plan kan open house...
pi sudah other family member kan datang...
mama kan masak sambal ulam and kurma sama kari sama sayur atu saja...
mama atu kan masak butter prawn pi inda jadi...
ngaleh jua kan masak...
cukup tah apa yang ada...
so durang datang pukul 5-6 catu....
iatah riuh jadinya rumah ah....
ketawa2 tia....
while me???
diatas liat tv ceta hantu 'anak' ah....
na jua berapa beri takut lah...
entah ah for me cerita hantu melayu na berapa seram....
ceta 'jangan pandang belakang' *yang diagung2kan last year* dui malai.... kajut pun inda... haha entah eh...
aku heran ah some people bangga bangga tu meliat ceta jangan pandang belakang...
macam like "ijap kaley ah cerita ah.... mesti tu diliat ah cerita ah... beri takut eh cerita ah" and i was like....
"dha.... berijap pun inda.... nampak jadi2an tu hantu nya ah" hahahaha
sory eh sapa minat cerita jangan pandang belakang ah haha...
okay back to my life...
heheheh...
hmmmm the aunties and uncles balik dalam kul 9 cematu.....
so it was kinda tired tho....
dari pagi sampai ke malam non stop....
Monday, October 13, 2008
Back
its been a long time i didn't post anything...
been busy lately...
well currently im uploading my pictures at photobucket.
as i promised, i'll post some new stories now...
well the families this year didnt celebrate first day of raya at miri...
my dad working bah....
is he really working on that day?
macam inda jua...
mumy said that he's working during raya...
pi cuti saja....
probably they want something new kali..
instead of celebrating raya di miri... kami celebrate di sini...
its weird tho....
y'know...
celebrating raya just the 3 of us...
hehehe
who cares???
Monday, September 29, 2008
Endless Love
My love yang balik2 nyanyi lagu ani everytime we were on the phone...
thats why i started to love the song...
Endless Love - Mariah Carey
My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right
My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make
And I
(I-I-I-I-I)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...
And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love
Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
Forever
(Ohhhhhh)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms
And love
and, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind
'Cause baby you,
(baby baby baby)
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love
Oooh-woow
do do do do do
do do do do do
do do doo doo
Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
That You know I don't mind
Oh you know-
I don't mind
And, YES
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love
My true endless love - Muhammad Hafizul Al-Helmey