Breaking Dawn

Yeayyyy! Finally I got the finale book of twilight saga – BREAKING DAWN. Mann, im waiting for this like days. Bullshit? I know! I forced my mom to buy me the book. “You got your own money kan? Belilah sendiri” that’s what she replies everytime I showed her my cute puppy eyes... hahaha. “But ma, my money only left like about $23. Im broke”

“I give you $4 only.”

“$4 ganya!”

“Aulah!”

hahahaha

Then in the afternoon, we went to plaza athirah. Great western (yaka?) – bought Finale Twilight Saga there. It cost $26.80. And mahn, I found this poster and there’s a picture guesswhat?? JK Rowling her latest book will be out this December. Soo gonna buy it!

Wait? Is Breaking Dawn the real finale for twilight saga? JD told me it’s the finale. No!! Godd, Edward Cullen I love the most. Mahn, im in love with vampires now.

Dear vampy,

If you read this, please bite me!

Ahh, I hope Edward Cullen will read that letter. I should be the bride. I should be the one who said,

“I DO” not Bella Swan. Hmpfff. Jealousy. I know. hahah. People, you can have Robert Pattinson but not my Edward Cullen, in the movie, he’s mine! Outside the movie, its all yours! Why? No more that hot hunk ‘vampy’ haha. Again, I love vampy. Wish my helmey atu a vampire. Ohh, I don’t mind if he turns me on. 0.o Sheeshhh, im so not over it. I know it seems like im living in the fantasy. That’s what hajah told me. She likes Robert Pattinson while me Edward Cullen. She’s living in reality and me full of fantasy. I don’t give a damn. Vampires much much hotter, dude!

I was in the library with Hajah, Shaz and Amal. Hajah told me that Breaking Dawn is not the finale. Hahahaha thank god. There will be coming out soon – Midnight Sun?? luruskah jah? It will be out this December. So that’s mean I have to buy 2 books – JK Rowling and Stephanie Meyer. Have to save a big sum of money. Blargh! Arghhh! I love you, Edward!

Renzo was asking me, “why kan banyak urang baca buku ani” pointing at my Breaking Dawn. Then last Thursday, I saw him with this book, TWILIGHT first saga.

“Ren, baru kau baca kah?”

“Aulah, unlike you book 4 already!”

hahhaha.

A bad friend of mine, Freaky were asking me...

“eh siukkah baca buku ah?”

“siuk kali ah”

“yang lain ada ko?”

“au ada, napa?”

“pinjam eh”

Yeah thanks to me and my big mouth. I find myself hardly to borrow people my things. Seriously, banar! Aku ani karit ne. and yeah aku karit kan pinjam kan twilight saga ku yang lain pat freaky coz aku takut rusak. Only hajah knows cemana si freaky atu. Aku takut rusak and hilang olehnya. Why don’t he just buy the book himself? Sorry I won’t lend him the books. I don’t trust him to keep my book clean. Hehehe.

My Confession

Masa last bejumpa with hlmey dirumah, ia ada gtau aku maybe ia kena hantar ke singapore ada kursus sana macam kursus untuk ia jadi bahagian management *yakah vy?* So ia di Singapore for 3 months. Im happy for him plang if banar the kursus dapat buatkan ia naik pangkat. But 3 months? Do you guys think that I can handle that? kami gi payahan kan bejumpa since motornya rusak bagas accident and keretanya mamanya pinjam. So ia ke tmpat kerja pun cuzennya antar and ambil. so bejumpa pun entah eh. If cuzennya in hurry na tah dapat bejumpa tu.

I can handle if ia belayar like for a week kah but not 3 months babe! that's just too much. I told JD bout this and cried on her shoulder *thanks babe* JD told me that i should be happy for him. I AM! But napa mesti di Singapore? Inda dapatkah di Brunei saja? i need more love from him and not money! I dont care if ia stay as a steward constructure forever. I want him to be here with me and not to be there with some strangers.

Im happy if ia dapat naik pangkat pi buleh kan deh kursus nya disini. Hmpff!!! Pi walauapapun, aku cuba memahami this situation eventho it hurts. i don't care of it might hurt myself, but please not him. *sigh~*

i love you, helmey.

4 Months Now

About the boyfriend:
Name: Md Hafizul Al-Helmey
Age: 24 *tua ee but you are soo hot and I love you*
Date of birth: 27th July 1984
Place of birth: Kuala Belait
Occupation: Steward, Royal Brunei Airlines
Email: -
Phone number: -

About the girlfriend:
Name: Nurul Ain Nazuha
Age: 19
Date of birth: 5th October 1989
Place of birth: Brunei
Occupation: Student, Maktab Duli
Email: -
Phone Number: -


Happy 4 monthsary to me and helmey. Babe, I love you. The 4 little words won’t be able to tell you how much I love you. The day and night how we spend our valuable time together is the moment I miss so much now, love. Godd, you were a stranger to me then now you came to my life, fill my life with happiness (and not to forget a little sadness too). I love you for who you are not for what you are. Seriously babe, sometimes you made me hate you when you make that little surprises. You sucks! Banarr! Yet, I love you soo much.

You are the first to met my parent. You melted me from the very first I saw how you treated my parent. The way you talked to them. God, Im glad you are not like some of the ‘boyfriends’ out there which have no manners sometimes. *please readers, jangan terasa.* Im glad my parents can accept you, love. They like you so much until everytime avy balik kerja at 12 pagi, they force you to sleepover at my house. See, they like you soo much. Evertime you came to my house, mumy always make you a superb dinner. Jealous saya eh. Hehe. thanks for everything yeah? love you!

Happy 4 monthsary!
Babe, i love you soo much!
xoxo

on the 25th we had a raya celebration at school. kami order catering saja since the ketua kampung and penghulu takut ada yang bawa sama makanan. So we all agreed lah time atu. Pi kami inda tau catering atu dimana. Durang pun inda pernah jua kan bagitau....
the day before the celebration, student kena suruh decorate the table pat dining hall...

==== 25th - the day ====

9.15 kami ke dining hall and aku bangang meliat table kami saja yang alum bedecorate...
sedangkan class lain sudah bedecorate and ada makanan. Kami, habuk saja behidang atas meja ah. Then kami balik2 call the catering...
until then, i called urang atu,"excuse me, can you make it faster! cemanikah kamu melayan customer?batah!"
i don't even give them a chance tuk becakap :P
so durang najiah pun macam, "banar2kah yen kau cakap catu ah?"
hahaha
ain kali ne ah!
i dont give a damn if sudah marah atu. Last last sampai tah sudah catering ah.
so kami set up the table lagi

I was amazed by the other BEs punya decoration. Especially class si zack, and freaky. Class during si zack, rugged banar lah. Class during yang layak menang the competition. Class durang si freaky ada CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN! There’s a chance for both classes atu menang the competiton.

It was tired lah. Tired berabis. Kami pun na abis abis begambar. And I keep on pounting that day. Hahah. So kami beraya lagi ke class lain. Heheh mamam satay, cheese cake... what else uhh? Lupa saya ehh. But it was fuhn y’know. I know the word fun is not enuf to describe d-day.

Did I mention already about the 2 classes that might win the competition? Well.. hell NO! seriously banarr. They didn’t win that competition. When I was waiting my dady to fetch me, they announced that BE7 won the 1st place (hajah’s class), 2nd place is BE 8 and 3rd place ---- ohh you not gonna believe this. ITS BE10. Class kmi yang inda seberapa plang menang ani wah. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE BEs MENTION ABOVE.

Will post photos soon yeah??

Thanks for coming

last few weeks, helmey my love came to my house. *thanks babe*. He went to bandar with his cousins probably with hadi and and ------ *i don't even know his name* Durang ke bandar pun pasal ada gathering di Rizqun. Durang si hadi ani majal my avy suruh ikut durang. Since my avy little too tired, ia mau stay di rumah ku saja. Sebelum atu mama masakkan ia potato tuna, ayam and sayur. See how special he is. 5.30 atu ia baru kan jalan dari rumahnya and sampai di rumah kira2 6-ish. So aku tunggu lah sampai 6.30. But 6.30 pun alum jua adanya. So tunggu lagi sampai pukul 7. Aku pun start sudah ingau. Takut2 if ada apa2 terjadi rah iakan..... Mumy pun balik2 tanya if ia sampai udah kah atau balum. So aku tunggu ia sampai pukul 7.30. I was soo pissed!
Im so pissed off lah! and i was like " kata datang pukul 6-ish ani udah pukul 7.30. damn eh! mana yakan????" see.... how pissed i am. but then pukul 8 baru tah ia kan sampai. kata pukul 6-ish pi sampai pukul 8. janji melayu jua tu...

masa ia sampai atu kan, aku tekajut meliat tangan nya atu bebungkus. Tangan nya bangkak because of betumbuk. Kelaie lah lagi tu sama ex-bf adi nya. And ia stat sudah ngumpul janggutnya... looking hot like that, vy. Hehe... but then ia tpaksa buang janggutnya atu... steward the face have to be clean like dha~~ sekadarness....

dady lagi tu pemajal suruh bawa avy makan... Avy atu baru jua kan duduk, sudah tia "dek, bawa tia ia makan ah." and i was like, "vy, mau makan awal ani?" "karang saja eh. awal maseh ne"
so i told my dad skajap gi kami makan. Inda batah atu dady gi majal," bah makan tah."
hehe see how pemajal he is.

last last kami makan jua lah kan. At first aku suruh my avy makan ayam grill ah. Pi ambung ia na mau makan... biasalh kan maintain ia sendiri cakap ia makin overweight and the plane pun na gi stable leh nya.. haha chapee.... ku pajal gi... sombong ya na mau makan ayam ah... but last2 makan jua ya... hehe its his fave... mana jua dapat di elakkan tu ayam ah.. (apakan bahasa ku ah:P)ayam yang dipilihnya atu basar2.... 1 bahagian dada and yang 2 atu drumstick... yang tulang dada ayam atu, ia bg rah ku... so that mama pikir aku yang makan ayam bsr atu... chapee si looser ane... but last2 mama caya jua.... hehehe...

i had fuhn with him that night. penyaya, kuat becali, pengatil, roomantic - thats him....

ps:
vy, do come lagi ah...
and this time, tido ja di rumah...
green light from mumy sudah...
do sleetover at my house during school holiday...
please???

Nowhere Left To Go.

uhhh... uhuk.. uhukk....
my blog ah soo dusty kan? yet, im here to clean it up. Hhehe. Okays. Where should i start? *bepikir luu* okays. *still bepikir*. Ehh have you guys heard lagu Leona Lewis *lurus kah tu ejaannya ah? antam* yang lagunya yang - Nowhere Left To Go? Opening beatnya lawa. Auu banar. Okay, the song is suits for all ages *ehh apakan?* suits for all yang heartbroken atuu. Banar. No kid me here. okay let the lyric do the singing yeah?

♪ Leona Lewis - Nowhere Left To Go ♪

I took a hiatus came back and became the greatest. But I love you more than the deal that I signed with Clive Davis. Leona your persona I can't stop thinking bout. But your beauty got me suicidal Sean Kingston'd out. I'm bout to leave but I really think I should think it out, before I set her free and take the Abraham Lincoln route. Cause I think that she should be by my side till the day that I die and they bring the hearse and the Lincoln's out.

3 weeks 4 days and the hours keep passing, by like a train with my brain steady asking. Did I do the right thing? Listen to my feelings. Am I on the right page? Or am I mistaken?

(hook)
I'm caught up in the maze. I've been shopping like a mad woman spending all my money, but I can't get over this. I think I'm about to suffer a relapse.

(chorus)
(Play your position girl)
You already know
(You be tripping girl)
So why don't you let me go?
(Cause I'm real fair)
But you're playing with my love
(Then why you still here?) There's nowhere left to go
(Play your position girl)
You already know
(You be tripping girl)
So why don't you let me go?
(Cause I'm real fair)
But you're playing with my love,
(Then why you still here?) There's nowhere left to go.

Leona:
We did we fell so far
like two kids
do we even have a connection
besides our affection
for an expression of love in side the bedroom.

(hook)

(Chorus)

Leona:
And i cant help myself i keep falling for you all over again
its like every time I'm out the door
I'm right back in your arms all over again
I'm saying yes, I'm saying no, I'm telling you you gotta go
and then i wind up still here, staying all over
loving', missing', wishing' you were here all over again
pick up the phone and call your number
are you home? can i come over?
oh why do we be like this
I'll call it off with nothing but static
and weigh it off like nothing happened
oh why do we be like this

repeating chorus 2X