I lost. People keep on winning and celebrating their shit. It sucks when it doesn't bother to know that you were there from the beginning. All im saying is why bother now? I'm aware of this. I know sooner or later, it might going to happen. Doesn't really matter when you are ready or not. Just for once in a blue moon.
I've been trying to tell myself that its not about me, its about people surround me. How do you put on your other face everyday? Does it take alot to walk around in that mask? :)
