GoodBye ?

Assalamualaikum loves!

I have decided to make a new blog, a new chapter, a very new beginning. I won't be update on this blog anymore. I won't delete this but I'll give this blog a rest. 

I don't expect many followers or readers as this is the only way I could share my stories or experiences with people. If you love my blog, thank you so much and if you hate what I write, I really don't care, you can stay and hate for as long as you want, I really don't care. lol

I've been spending my years since 2008 writing on this blog. Too many and much memories, sweet and bad. Haters and lovers. It's time for me to grow up. 

I'll update and post the link down below, so stay tuned.

xx

Happy Fasting!

Hello loves!

I hope its not too late for me to say this:

Happy Ramadhan!

                

How was your days go? Mine not so much. Nothing interesting. A bit sad tho since I had to spend my fasting month without my mom. I miss her. No more "wake up. Sahoor!" I miss her loads!

I have a few things or topics to talk about and maybe a little review to do. Lets take it slow. If I talk about few things in a post, I might bore you. 

xx

Apple Biggest Updates!

I was browsing through apple website hoping they came up something new or new product and you had no idea how excited I was! 

Starting June 30, experience all of Apple Music for three months, free.

On the left is my favorite music app - Beats Music. I am so glad apple going to make a big move on this. Im just pretty excited as I love music, but heck, had to wait until June 30th to experience this! And yes, this is much cheaper than Spotify. Worry don't, Apple is going to give you 3 months free! Please come fast! Pleaseeee~

Another exciting news!

This big update will not taking up much space like iOS 8 did. More longer battery life. And so so much more.  So please do visit their webpage for more exciting updates. I'm just too excited people!

*This post is not sponsored! 

Healthy Habit #1 : Drink More Water

It is really important to stay hydrated, but it was a struggle for me. The struggling was real that I almost vomit. And so, I search for blogs about drinking water, how important it is to your body. And by reading those, it just inspired me to take more water. 

Weight lost

Drinking water alone will not cause you lose weight but drinking water before and after meal,   

can make you feel fuller and eat less. If you drink more water, your organs will work better and rid of harmful toxins in your body. 

Organ function

Organs in our body made up of mostly water. If tou don't drink enough water, your organs steal water from your hair and skin in order for them to work. If you are properly hydrated, water will improve your immune system and thus, they fight illness.

Fun fact : Your brain is made up of 90% water and if you are dehydrated, you will be tired and slow-thinking. This prone to headache. So, more water please.

Appearance

With less water, your body will steal moisture from your skin, nails and hair. But with more water, your skin will be more supple and radiant, your hair will be shinier and fuller and your nails will grow longer and less brittle. 

I did find an article and the interviewee asked the model how she get flawless (even without makeup) and she said "i just drink water" and BOOOOM! there you go people, water is not only to keep you hydrated but also give you the healthy body you need. 

My Rule

My goal was to drink atleast 2 bottles of 600 ml water. Morning and lunch. I would had a warm or cold water before my tea or coffee, and half bottle before my lunch and another after that. So that I won't overeat or hungry. Yes, i do drink more water at home. 

My Trick

Bring a bottle with you. The size doesn't really matter that much. If you couldn't find a bottle, buy one. Keep it. Refill if you need more. Don't push yourself to finish a bottle 'cause you might throw up. 

It's working this way and today, it was unbelievable that I didn't take any sodas as a reward, I went to office pantry to buy sodas (as a reward) and my hand just took another bottle of water!

Few months back, it was a struggle. I even couldn't finish a bottle. But today, I am very impressed with myself. Way to go, ayen! 

That was my little trick. Just a simple trick. Buy a bottle. If you want to have beautiful skin with healthy organs, drink more water. 

xx

Random thought #1

Random thought : How would you react when someone who is very close to you told you they are gay? 

Last night I was browsing youtube and came across with 'coming out' videos. My first reaction was "woahhh she's gay?" Well, actually it is okay to be gay. It is okay to admit that you're gay. Its not even your choice to be one. If only we could choose to change our sexuality, trust me, i know these 'gay' people would. 

It is not easy for us to talk about personal stuffs and yet we all have this feeling wanting to be accepted. And thats what make us insecure or afraid to tell or talk about our sexuality. Society is complicated and hard to understand them. They are the one who told us 'be yourself' and later they judge us. Bitch slap! But who fucking cares anyway?! People, if you are gay, tell them.  If they start to ignore you, fuxk them! 

So, how would you react if your friend / best friend is gay? 

Me : I'd probably be most surprised over how he/she managed to keep it a secret for years. I wouldn't care if they're gay. Their sexuality doesn't make any difference. Be the supportive friend i could be and whatever rocks their boat, they're still my friends. :) :)

Biggest Update!

Assalam everyone.

Been months for not blogging and I am truly sorry bout that. There are so many things going on for these past few months and I can't even keep up with blogging. At some point there are times that I was thinking I should put this blog to rest but then again, I am going to miss it. There goes typical me. Lol! Sorry.

Whats up with me? Biggest update of all - my mother passed away on march 18th 2015. She lost a battle to the very end stage of kidney disease.  She was 50 at november 19th 2014. We did celebrate her birthday twice in the hospital and home. We never knew it would be her last, if only I knew, it would be the most amazing birthday she ever had, the greatest gift of all. 

She got admitted to the hospital by end of october because of the sudden pain she had for days. Then the doctor told us she had kidney disease where her potassium level is too high. Got admitted 3 times since then. I watched my mother suffer through dialysis. Losing much weigh from 80+ to 40+ in just 3 months. Crazy  what those diseases could do to you. 

March 18th, my dad received a call from the nurse. She told him to come to the hospital as soon as he could. But thats not what he told me. He said that the doctor wanna see him regarding about the dialysis tube and all. So I was like oh okay. Then at 9 plus am, I received a call from my dad saying that the doctor said the chances for her getting better is very low and they can't do anythingg about it since my mom lost her white blood cell and her heart rate was very fast and blood pressure was very very low. I cried and mad and my heart were broken to pieces and my world completely scattered. Over and over I thought; how am I gonna live without you?

Positive side : she is in better place right now. I know. No more pain from needles and diseases and yes mommy, no more antibiotics. Lol! She hates that. 

Okay I think I should stop right now 'cause i'm about to cry and when im crying, I hate that heartache pain and gut wrenching feeling in my stomach. So I really should stop. I would post more in the very near future. So stay tuned peeps.

Ps: sorry for bad grammar, im malay. 

7 Tips to Look Good

Girls, if you wanna go out for a date or having a girls night out or family dinner, remember this: LESS IS MORE.

I am currently sitting at my desk and reminiscing those moments when I dress up too much. I was like "oh dear god, ayen, what evil has gotten into you?" Seriously, it was really really bad. If there were only time travel machine or something, I would fix myself. I would, trust me.

First, cover up. Showing off too much skin won't give you any positive attention, especially if you going out on the first date. If you were thinking dressing up like Miley Cyrus makes you look sexy, thats when you need to re-think.

Second, if you are in your twenties or thirties or fourties, let go off your so called "teen fashion". Its time to make some experiments with your body, shapes or cuts whatsoever. Ask for a fashion advice, honest advice.

Third, wear something that fit you right. Don't squeeze yourself and wear something which is not comfortable with your skin. Be nice with your body.

Forth, a few pieces of jewelery is a go go. Overdoing it is a no no. Bling bling overload is something you women need to avoid.

Fifth, muslimah, please, if you know you gonna wear hijab, wearing tights are so like wearing undergarments. Please, please please wear jeans or anything suitable. And those animal-print tights...ohhh god, please avoid those!

Sixth, orange tan! What are you? A carrot?!

Last but not least, too much makeup. Those thick mascara, thick foundation, thick black eyeliner, red cheek red lips really need to go. Avoid those. You seriously don't want others to confuse you with a clown or a raccoon. Don't let those melt into your cleavage and end up looking like a burning pavlova between your chest.

Above are just my two cents. I thought maybe if I share some tips, I could be your life saver. However, these are just basic tips for teens tho (as I read these again and again) but as for older women, if you think you dress up looking like an old teenage girl, some of these tips might be useful. Ask for advice, ask for your friends opinion or from sales assistant.

If there is anything you readers wanna share with me or others, leave a comment below. Its free.

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Brand New

Assalamualaikum earthlings .

I've been searching for some blogger app and I did found some but I was a bit disappointed with the settings and all. Sigh~

So, if you, readers, found a good one, please do leave a comment.

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I'll make something new with this blog with a very useful information(s) or vomiting my random thoughts and ermmm... prolly some update about me. Lol. Stay tuned!

Happy Raya

Assalamualaikum everyone....

Especially to all muslims, I just wanna say,

Happy Eid Mubarak

Sorry for the belated greeting but yeah, better late than never :)

How my Raya goes?

Sucks.

Where do I celebrate my Raya this year?

Homeland. Brunei. :)

Do I get to celebrate Raya with my boyfriend?

Yes. Just for a night. Don't ask. 

Pissed. Off. 

Bye.

You Complete Me

Have you ever done this? I mean like just sit there and think about your ex and you just realized how much he or she disgust you? I did once (sorry boyfriend). And I just couldn't tell you how much I hate him.. I mean those hatred feelings towards him are so uncountable. Like dude, you disgust me in so many ways. 

If only I knew that I'm going to meet my one and only Didie, I wouldn't spent my 4 months with my ex. Stupid. Menyusahkan hidup I. 

Funny how one person can affect your life. And alhamdulillah, I got to spend more days, months and years together with Didie. Amin Amin ya Rabb :)

Open Your Mind Before You Open Your Mouth

When you saw fat people, you were all like "ewwww disgusting"
You even wrote "I don't to be friends with fat people"
Even if you feel you're a lot skinnier and prettier than those fat people, it doesn't mean you have those rights to say those mean things. People might get hurt. You should be thankful for not being one of them.

Take a look at yourself. Ewwww~ those acne, pimples, you should get rid of it woman. Clean your fucking nasty face.

Okay, those words, i didn't mean it. I mean, seriously, com'on! how do you have those guts to say those things? We all have different opinions. I know. But judging one another? Please. Even if by stating those comments might get you feel good, people can be so judgemental. People laugh at you. Hypocrite.

Fat, skinny, tall, short, ugly, beautiful - that's what make us different, unique but still we are human with feelings. It just depends how you treat people. Be wise.

Saving Me

Assalam.

Not sure what to post but you now what, I still love this blog. Today, I might have told myself that I should delete this blog. Then tomorrow, you might heard me saying "Sayang jua kan delete this blog". Ughh!

Typical-not-a-teenage-problem i guess. -.-'

Breathing.

Im breathing. Still alive. No updates doesn't mean I'm dead. Things have been ... I don't know. Okay, i guess?

Highlights:
- work with MoF, Treasury Dept.
- ASX mitsubishi, with panoramic roof
- in love with my boyfriend
- hyundai veloster

Not much. Honestly, i miss blogging. I just miss it. LOL!

:)

dang. IC kuning? cakap melayu saja. brunei ni. inda payah speaking.

Talk is cheap. So, don't stop me. :)

Ask me random questions!

What do you like to do on rainy days?

Sleep or watch movies. :)

Ask me random questions!