Second Chance no more.

Am i choosing the right path? A very good decision? Is my decision shows that im very weak? Am i born to be this weak? Is a 2nd chance a good decision for weak people like me? Is god trying to make me awake of my weakness? My weakness? Should i blame my weakness for making me cry tonight? Am i always going to be this weak? My weakness tear me apart like a broken glass. Will i ever be someone thats is strong enough to handle her weakness?

Why should i believe in you in the first place. Never thought giving you a second chance would bring such a disaster. Should i cry because of you? You have the answer so please do tell me... Giving you 2nd chance is a very huge mistake. Mistake that keeps my tears dropping.

I thought everything would change. I thought that you might treat me differently. But i never knew it would ended this way.

This 2nd chance hurt me much than before. I believe by giving you my 2nd chance, everything would change. I thought you have realised your own mistake yet you still blame it on me. I trust you and thats the most stupid reason why i gave you my 2nd chance.

I thought you bring the happiness with you. The happiness that will never forget. Instead, you let this tears drop without you realizing it.

Thanks helmey.
:'(

Another day.

I was really get annoyed by your own attitude.

How was your night people? Mine was f-fun! Cant tell. But now, im bored. Watching t.v doesnt cure this disease.

I already plan to buy body scrub and some make up from skin food by end of this month.

Got to go. More to come.

Another Addiction

Im addicted sudah with those games. Fun i must say. I know im so sakai. But who cares. Im loving it. Should try - Barn buddy and pet.

Welcome back, Mitch.

Update! Update!

Okay. I have to admit this. Admit! Mitch, it feels good to see you and and yeah whatever. Happy? I just have to say this. He force me to. Hahah. Mean. So i just got my nails done. I was bored nothing to do so i decided to color my nail a metallic light pink.

I couldnt sleep. Marr texted me if i could sneak out to accompany her somewhere. Ohh, seriously girl, i dont want to get involve in this so-called-sneak-out matter. Jara ku sudah sayang! Hahah if you get what i mean. So she wants me to accompany her nearby mitch's house since a rumour circulate around us ada something will be going on. Party? A fight? I had no idea. I dont dare to sneak out lagi. Hahah

Mitch just arrived from aussie at 8. Its been so long i didnt hear from him. Now he is in bruland. Dude, we need to update each other more often. And and i'll be seeing you soon, yes? Hugs.

Ahh, i so wana buy sony cybershot camera - t900. :( i love taking photograph this days. I got this obsession from daddy. Dude!! I need one!

LMAO

Hello people.

Its 13th june. 2 more days to go for being single for 2 months. Just to let you all know, im not that desperate to have a boyfriend, not too desperate to have his attention. Im not even know what true love is. Are they really exist or its just a myth? Am i the only one who felt this way? Once, twice maybe i found my true love. But it just faded away by the sea. I just cant find a way how to get it back. I tried to swim but the waves are more stronger than me. Am i weak? Hahah another lame drama. Im not trying to exaggerate this matter.. But yeah.

So the party.. I did promise to post pictures kan? Maybe later since my lappy bcharging maseh. And and i had fun with rash and nana. We talked about this and that, in malay word - mengumpat. Hahah. Fun!

Uhh.. I havent switch on my b mobile phone. More, my credit will expired on the first of july. Remind me on that day. I told you im such a forgetful person. Lalala~

Want more?
Nuff said! :p

Party :)

Hello people.

So hows your Wednesday? Mine nothing much. God, its been for ages. Plenty to talk about. But i'll save some for tomorrow. Okay. where should i start???

Our beloved geography teacher planned to have a party tomorrow. So we all agreed. Party time!! Okay thats lame :P I told mummy there will be a party tomorrow. So Guess what mumy said to me.....

Mama: Kau bawa SIKOI saja.

SIKOI??? SIKOI???
Chapeeee. I told Rash about this and she lol-ed. Okay that was very embarrassing. Hhahaha. Then Nurudin knew about it and he was making fun of me. Thanks dude. :p Look. Im not making fool of myself bringing the SIKOI to school. :/ Instead of SIKOI, I went shopping with mummy and daddy to Jaya Hypermart. I just bought pringles INSTEAD OF SIKOI! Hahha. There will be a pictures of us having a party tomorrow. :) I promise you to post some later :)

Not to forget, im having another party tomorrow in the afternoon. :/

What More?

I guess i just have to get use to it. Ohh you people will find out soon or later.

So, what should i blog about? Cant think of any right now. Damn, i hate when i got nothing to blog about. Fuck!

I should be going now. Toodles.