Second Chance no more.

Am i choosing the right path? A very good decision? Is my decision shows that im very weak? Am i born to be this weak? Is a 2nd chance a good decision for weak people like me? Is god trying to make me awake of my weakness? My weakness? Should i blame my weakness for making me cry tonight? Am i always going to be this weak? My weakness tear me apart like a broken glass. Will i ever be someone thats is strong enough to handle her weakness?

Why should i believe in you in the first place. Never thought giving you a second chance would bring such a disaster. Should i cry because of you? You have the answer so please do tell me... Giving you 2nd chance is a very huge mistake. Mistake that keeps my tears dropping.

I thought everything would change. I thought that you might treat me differently. But i never knew it would ended this way.

This 2nd chance hurt me much than before. I believe by giving you my 2nd chance, everything would change. I thought you have realised your own mistake yet you still blame it on me. I trust you and thats the most stupid reason why i gave you my 2nd chance.

I thought you bring the happiness with you. The happiness that will never forget. Instead, you let this tears drop without you realizing it.

Thanks helmey.
:'(