Saturday, February 28, 2009
School.
Okay updates. Went crayzee this morning when i found out more shym songs. Seriously, ask zai! She knew it! Lawa2 the songs.
So block 4 was my accounting class. Went straight away to the class after my maths class. Ms yong already started new topic with them without me. Syukur, i can catch up the lesson in just a few minutes. Managed to answer it during discussion. Hee.
What more??
Ms breda told us that she will be busy this monday. Which mean i have no class. Haa ps in the early morning is fun. But i love my english class. The boys are so funny. Cant tell how fun we had last couple of days. We were having presentation. Sure the boys know how to make us laugh. Yet, i somehow kinda hate this girl cause she pretend that she knows everything. People like that annoys me. Im not envy them but its was so annoying ba. Like she is the best. Whatever.
More to come...
Welcome to all new intake 09/10. Our BEs will be having their orientation this monday. I'll bn seeing one of my close friends soon. Si zack. How i miss this bitch so much. We need to update each other. Hopefully we will have same ps block. God, si blow ani tah banar!! Hahah.
8.30pm later will go out shopping with mummy and dady. Need new handbag. Ahh later will update more with pics.
See you people soon!
salam.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Shy'm
Baby si c’est pour être une de plus sur ta liste que t’as croisé sur la piste et fait tomber dans ton vice,
Oh non c’est tellement pas pour moi, c’est tes faces, ta maline, c’est ta frime mais c’est trop pour moi,
Même si au fait tu veux savoir pourquoi je m’éloigne je fuis les mecs comme toi,
C’est peut-être que je n’ai plus le temps de jouer sur les sentiments,
Refrain :
Mais pas sur mon phone tel , oh non
Me traiter comme tu traites celle, oh non
Je vaux beaucoup plus que ça, désolé baby oublie moi,
Faire la belle et poser pour toi, oh non
T’attendre et dépendre de toi, oh non
Je vaux beaucoup plus que ça, stp baby oublie moi
Oh oh com’on girl, she me she me yeah she yo she me shy’m sing me baby let’s go!!
Penses-tu que je marcherai si tu me couvrais de cadeaux, de bagues de promesses de billlets,
Baby sache que, mon amour ne compte rien, j’ai besoin d’un mec simple et bien,
Penses-tu que je t’attendrais quand tu seras loin de moi avec tes copines à t’amuser
Non j’ai besoin de tellement plus que ça !
Oh ton regard sur moi qui se pose et m’entraîne
Sur ton doux visage je devine les mots, les poèmes
Et pas besoin de parler, tout est écrit dans nos yeux
Et ça me fait rêver ne serait-ce que de dire nous deux
Me vois-tu comme je te vois ?
Me sens-tu comme je te sens ?
Faudrait surtout rien gâcher
Baby si tu savais comme tu me fais du bien
Quand on a quelques minutes volées au quotidien
Je sais la chance qui nous est donnée de voir si loin
De partager la route, ton bonheur est le mien
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Oh cette image de toi qui me suit où je vais
Comme une gravure marquée pour ne pas oublier
Le parfum des mémoires
Quand tu es loin de mes yeux
L’envie de te revoir
De retrouver la vie à deux
Me vois-tu comme je te vois ?
Me sens-tu comme je te sens ?
Faudrait surtout rien gâcher
Baby si tu savais comme tu me fais du bien
Quand on a quelques minutes volées au quotidien
Je sais la chance qui nous est donnée de voir si loin
De partager la route, ton bonheur est le mien
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Me vois-tu comme je te vois ?
Me sens-tu comme je te sens ?
Faudrait surtout rien gâcher
Baby si tu savais comme tu me fais du bien
Quand on a quelques minutes volées au quotidien
Je sais la chance qui nous est donnée de voir si loin
De partager la route, ton bonheur est le mien
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
[Refrain] :
On vit tous à la recherche de gloire
C’est la ruée vers l’or, échapper au quotidien
Sans réaliser que les portes de l’espoir sont au creux de nos mains
Lève toi et prie pour
tes plus beaux jours
Peu importe qui tu es
Lève ta main et crie victoire.
Personne ne pourra me dire,
Qu’on vit de rêve et d’ambitions.
Les jeunes ont perdu le sourire,
Le désespoir tue l’inspiration.
faut pas se laisser aller la vie est trop longue,
Jamais abandonner,faut garder sa route.
Dire que je n’ai pas
Le courage, c’est comme tout abandonner.
Dire que je ne peux pas,
C’est comme balayer la chance qui m’était donnée.
Dire que je n’ai pas
La force, c’est comme tout abandonner.
J’ai survécu jusqu’ici
Ce n’est pas pour tout recommencer
[Refrain]
Pourquoi
Toujours penser que ça ne peut arriver qu’aux autres
Se dire que tant pis on n’a pas de chance
C’est la vie et c’est de sa faute…
faut pas se laisser aller, on est jeune, l’avenir est devant
nous
Jamais abandonner, c’est plus fort que tout.
Dire que je n’ai pas
Le courage, c’est comme tout abandonner
Dire que je ne peux pas
C’est comme balayer la chance qui m’était donnée.
Dire que je n’ai pas
La force, c’est comme tout abandonner.
J’ai survécu jusqu’ici
Ce n’est pas pour tout recommencer.
One day...
Dari pukul 7.45 hingga 10 pagi, ain luangkan masa ain di perpustakaan sekolah. Didalam perpustakaan sekolah sangat sejuk. Ain tidak tahan. Ain melayari internet dan mendengar lagu.
Pada pukul 8.45, zaitul pun tiba ditempat kami selalu lepak. Zaitul pun melayari internet. Zaitul sangat gila kerani dia baru pandai ubahsuai blognya. Kamu semua patut melihat reaksi zaitul dapat menyimpan kupu kupa didalam blognya.
Selepas rehat, kami masuk kelas geo. Cikgu kami tidak ada sebab.... Kami pun tidak tahu. Kami berada didalam class sahaja yang lain semuanya keluar. Zaitul mengajak saya pergi ke kantin. Kami membeli nasi ayam merah.
Selepas kelas geo, saya ada kelas inggeris. Puan breda memberi kami kertas karangan yang kami pernah buat. Saya hanya dapat 22 per 40. Walaupun saya hanya mendapat 22 markah, saya sangat berpuas hati yang telah dikomenkan oleh puan breda.
Selepas itu, saya ada kelas matematik. Cikgu ada mengatakan bahawa dia aku lambat masuk kelas. Cikgu mengeluarkan kami pada pukul 1.15 ptg. Selepas itu, saya pergi ke perpustakaan sementara menunggu ayah mengambil saya.
Pada pukul 2.30 saya pun balik dan terus mandi. Ibu memberitahu bahawa malam nanti kami akan pergi jalan2. Saya sangat suka pergi membeli belah. Yeay.
Hahahaha. This is what i've been doing. :D
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Guess Who?
Tadi pagi masuk registration class. Me and Zai ani tah yang paling tabiat kan keluar dari class. Selagi alum pukul 7.45, selagi atu lah kami na keluar. Hahaha sejakk bila tani cani ani kan zai?:P
Sudah atu kan kami 5 urang saja tinggal dalam class ah. Yang lain keluar sudah.
Inda batah atu kan teacher panggil ayen and one of this boy from our class jua. Guess who be the assistant monitor?? Yup Yup. Me!! Haha iskii... hehehe. Hairan jua ayen tu teacher pilih ayen ah :p Bah Zai, jangan sama kan ayen sama si penghulu / ketua kampong ahh. K? Ayen bukan cematu ah. K? Hahhaha.
Okay will update more later.
xoxo
Monday, February 23, 2009
Brunei Tradition and Ceremony
Enough bout that. Lets get back to my lalaland. Currently busy and all surfing the internet for my english assignment. Tomorrow, we have to make a speech about Brunei Tradition and Custom. Im Bruneian but yeah didn't know anything about it. Again -- very pathetic. Okay. I found one. Its about Adat Basuh Kaki. Is that okay. I mean ---- urm... nvm.
I woke up at 7 am. Mandi then i found pimple. JERAWAT WAH!!! Not the small one lah. Eshhh! Shit ehh!!
Okay I did told you guys i've been searching for Brunei Tradition and Ceremony right? Results ---- WEDDING saja! I need other Brunei Tradition other than wedding. Because Ms Breda told us that Brunei Tradition should not always be wedding ceremony. Probably she thought that Brunei wedding same as like their wedding. I mean Brunei banyak jua kan wedding traditionaldurang such as Adat Basuh Kaki and all. Ahh this is what i get didn't focus on my MIB subjects when i was in high school. Good Good 0.o WAIT!!! Brunei Handiworks atu kirakan Brunei Tradition kah??? Hmmm =='
God, its 8.30 and rains heavily. Still surfing the net... Urgh i hate this part.
AUUU LAST LAST AYEN BUAT SAJA NE PASAL ADAT BASUH KAKI AH... GRRR~~!!!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Just My Thoughts
Yesterday, I spent my block 3 with Zaitul. :) We had girl talk. Updating each other. Ahh so many facts about birth i know from her -- not that many lah. I just knew that, if we delivering baby, erm how to say this uh--- okay time baby keluar atu kan, bahagian kepala and bahu baby atu tani rasa sakit. God, i love babies. But yeah... im scare to death. i just couldn't imagine if me, myself giving birth. Sure it hurts. Thanks for the info zai -.-'
And and. i just knew that if we make love for the first time, we hardly to walk... --' but but for how long??? Godddd!!! People read this probably might say im act like im a virgin. Proudly YES I AM! Im not living in a cave or what. Its just i wanna give my virginity to my future husband. ATLEASE ADA JUA HADIAH UNTUK MY HUBBY FOR THE FIRST NIGHT. Kan Zai?? :P No offence to those who read this yeah. Its stupid when some of my friends told me that "still virgin? kuno kali kau ani. There is no such thing as virginity masa ani!" Like what???! Im Not that cheap ayte? Alum jua ku terasa kan begatal bah :P Sarcastic.
Ayen pernah baca this post about this topic jua.
" Au baik masa panjang jodoh kamu atu sama boyfriend kamu yang kamu bagi body kamu ah. Walaupun couple 4 5 tahun alum tantu jua atu jodoh tani"
Thats true. Ani baru kan setahun sudah tia :P
Okay i am not judging you people yang **** ******. But yeah I feel like i wanna post about this. Sorry ah sapa yang terasa atu. :P
Pure Muslim.
Ayen: Au ada cher.
*teacher tulis nama ayen tempat form*
Teacher: Kau baru masuk islam kah?
Hahahahahaha. LMAO.
Friday, February 20, 2009
110
What more??? Uhh is it a trend masa ani all form 6 students mesti ada license. Haahah. Asal saja ditanya mesti ada license. Jealous jua ayen tu. Anyhooo..... Congrates to Fauziah dapat license sudah :)
Hmmm banarnya im not okay plang. i miss him. You know who. Si Rahim. I miss him banar2. The only way to lose this sadness is by reading all his messages. Banar. Ilang jua sikit rindu ah :( More pathetic is eerytime i read his messages, ayen rasa macam kan reply message nya atu :( Kesian kan? But atlease im not that pathetic anggap ia my boyfriend maseh. No. Eventho ayen maseh sayang kan ia, ayen na anggap ia boyfriend ayen. Sabar ja lah if ani yang Tuhan bagi. :) Gerenti ne ia happy sama girlfriend baruna. Ahhh!! ayen pun happy if ia happy sudah :') I miss him atu saja. :(
Pathetic ehh.....
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Edward and Bella Random Post
-Bella, Im gay.
-Yo mah homie G! Fo shizzle!
-Yes, I'll admit it! I'm perfect!
-Yo. Bella. Wassup?
-Dude! That is so freakin awesome!
-Hey Bella! Wanna go cliff diving?
-Let's go donate blood!
-I am getting kinda pale. I need to get a tan.
-Aw Snap!
-Bite me Bella!
-I wonder how I wound up with you? I mean look at me... no wonder you fell in love with me.
-Hey Edward, have you read these books by Stephenie Meyer yet? I found one in the library called Twilight... it's really good.
-I worship 50 Cent.
-Does this make me look fat?
Things Bella would never say:
-Hey Edward, can you go bite Jacob?
-Oh my god Edward! You're a vampire?!
-Hey Eddy!!!!!!!!!
-You feeling alright Edward? Cause you're looking kinda pale...
-Edward, you are the cheese to my macaroni.
-Edward,hug me. I'm really cold.
-Hey Edward! I think we should have a magic show! It won't be hard, just walk out into the sun, you glimmering diamond of a person, you!
-Yo, the Ed-meister! Eddie C, the Ed-man! Sup, Edward!
-Listen Edward, I borrowed your cell phone earlier, and I couldn't help but notice...who the hell's Ayen and what's she doing in your 5?
Haahahah okay okay. That is what you called a very radom post. Hahaha. LOL
My Addiction
Okay if some of you guys had no idea which songs im talking about, read the lyrics, should know already --"
Paramore - Decode 'Twilight Soundtrack'
How can i decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win you're losing fight
All the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, Not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
When i used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, i think i know how
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that i can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, i figure this one out
On my own
(i'm screaming, "i love you so")
On my own
(my thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
When i used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Wll, i think i know how
Do you see what we've done
We've gone and made such fools
of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
of ourselves
How did we get here?
When i used to know you so well
How did we get here
When i used to know you so well
I think i know
I think i know
There is something i see in you
It might kill me
i want it to be true
Tau sudah which song? Damn dari dulu balik2 ayen dangar this song saja. Hhaha :D
Her Own Issue??
Seriously i never liked her from the beggining. Kami punya maths teacher sebenarnya Sir Yohan. Sudah atu sir Yohan kena suruh ajar yang upper saja. Siuk wah Sir Yohan ah. Walaupun laju, tapi kami paham. Si ikan buntal atu mengajar kadag2 laju mana ayen paham eh. Unlike Sir Yohan. I lalalalalike him!! *Rindukan sir ehh!!* Iatah :'( Pathetic tekana si ikan buntal. Si ikan buntal ani tah lagi pemilih. Entah eh. Yang enting i never like her. Not even a seconds. Inda pernah. There's a story behind this. Pfft!!
Monday, February 16, 2009
The End
Abang, Its kinda funny how you spread this news to others. Hahaah. People i'll be okay soon. Kojie and Pojie, don't be worry too much sayangs. Your little monster will be okay. Alright? JD thanks for th call. Sarah, Sorry didn't reply your text. Kamai - hahahahha darl, talor your video ah. Gila i miss those moments eh. Bah bila lagi? :P Hahahah. Ajim, i know you hate him so much now but please jangan deh. I still love him bah.
Ehem ani banyak kan ayen buat ne. Again, i'll be okay. Banar. :P *see!! ayen start to julur2 sudah ah:P* Hhehehe :')
Actually im a bit okay plang. I still love him wa. i miss us. Why it end up ike this kan?? With no reasons, he hates me so much. He never replied my text or mc since that day. Am i worst to be someone's girlrfriend. If so do tell me cause i won't let myself in love again. Im tied sudah banarnya. Tired of saying i love you. Tired of saying i miss you. :( i am envied of my friends who have this long relationship. I want :P Hahaha. Macam siuk right? Hhahaha Entah eh. Biar kan tia.
InsyaAllah maybe this will be my last love life. I told you sudah im tired. Its like love never exist or should i say love is just only a myth. 0.o LOL :'D
Bah bah will update some more later. Tagged by Kamai. Will do that soon darl :') i lololove you.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Aida, Read This!
No news pasal Rahim. I kind of worried pasal ia wah. Langsung nada message or misscall from ia. Sapa jua na woory tu. Hmmm :(
Inda gi batah ne our junior kami skulah. Orientation durang ne eh.
Random Post
Schools were okay. I miss zack actually. I need him. I need to talk to him. i have a problem with my love life. Rahim never texted or message me or misscalled me after ia jalan atu. Inda pernah. Not even a single message wah kea balas ah.. Ayen as a girlfriend, ingau berabislah. ayen takut the night ia jalan atu, something happen arah ia. :'( i need zack. Ia tah ganya tu tempat ayen meluah segala2nya. I guess ia tau tu segala2nya tentang masalah ayen. Hhehehe. Well yeah... ayen na mau nyusah kan yang lain... Hmm :( If ukan tempat si zack, kadang2 tempat zaitul. Zaitul atu lah tempat ayen mengusut. Oh i'll be alone ni karang time geography. Zai balik awal.... :'(
10 more minutes to 8.45 am. I have my accounting class nie karang. Boring ehh!
p/s: Hubby, if you read this, please message baby. Thanks. :( i miss us!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
1st Monthsary.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Some Teachers Should Have Manners.
Daddy told me that i have to see Ms Joanna Lim for my timetable. So I waited for her like 30 minutes?? While i was waiting for her, isaw a girl came out from the car. The way she walk, i thought it was Hajah. Soon i realised Hajah shouldn't be at Maktab Duli. Why does she have to be here in the early morning? So yeah I just ignore that and keep waiting for Joanna Lim..
Okay okay back to lalaland. Ms Joanna Lim arrived at 7.40 am. She asked to see all my previous teachers. Went to All deparmet so i was accepted to be in the same class. Unfortunately, i can't find Ms Yong. So i met this chinese teacher and she helped me to inform Ms Yong about this matter.
During lunch hour i met Hajah. I was so freaked out but thanks for the surprise. Grrrr! I went to accounting class around 12.45 kali. I showed her the slip from Ms Joanna Lim. Then after few miutes, she asked me again why i didn't go to school for 1 month? Told her so ia marah2. Until I hard she said BULLSHIT. Iatah lain jua rasa ayen tu. Ia cakap catu pun dapan2 kawan ayen.
At home, I told mummy and daddy about Ms Yong. Daddy were very hot tempered. Banar. Until th very next day, Daddy jumpa principle. Iatah sudah atu, Ms Yong cakap yang ayen misunderstood pasal atu. Whatever. Sudah ia akap bullshit dapan kawan2 ayen, ain jua rasa ayen tu. Malu kali ah.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Tomorrow Never Come
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Very The Pathetic.
JD texted me yesterday to read her blog. Someone was so envied of her and she tagged JD. When I read her tagged, it remind me of someone.
Hold on there horsie. I know someone must read this using his friend’s blog. Hahahah. Puas hati baca my blog? Com’on la im not that stupid alright?? Tag me I’ll be happy, dude. You think that im scared of your fat ass, what a bitch! Hahha. Who’s stupid now? You and your lame close friends, get a life! Juvenile!
Lemme tell you something dude! Im not that desperate like your friends atu, okay! I don’t need the boys to like me or to admire me. My aim in that college is to be someone in the future. She maybe wants to be someone but yeah soo desperate! Gila. Pathetic I must say. More pathetic is she can’t find my delinquency. All she can do is to make a not-true-story-at-all about me. Convince people to hate me?? Goddd!!! How pathetic was that! It’s useless. Know why? God will show her true attitude. Published false statement that damages a person’s reputation was VERY PATHETIC! Desperately need guys to like her, very pathetic dude! Induced people to hate me with so-not-called-true-story-at-all are more pathetic! Com’on lah… why does she had to make a “FITNAH” (incase you don’t understand what im trying to tell) about me? Pathetic kan people??? Okay okay enough said. Im just telling you how pathetic she was. Buka mata atu basar2!
Im no trying to exaggerate this matter but when I read JD’s blog it reminds me of this matter. Stupid! I know. Ahh… some kind of illness we can’t heal. I guess psychologist is the best person to heal their illness. Anyone?? Hhahah.
Ahh im tired of using the word PATHETIC. Im off. See ya.
To “you” who read this blog, thanks eventho you are not invited. Haha. Sorry if this post hurt your feelings but I don’t care. My blog. Do I have to get the permission from you to say something here?? *middle finger*
( to MYN, I’ll link you people nanti. Tired bah. 1 link atu lagi ngaleh kan saya buat. Tanya Marr. Guess what she says?? “SEJAM TU IA KAN BUAT LINK AH” talor haaha. Even people yang I linked tu ia yang buatkan:P thanks Marr. Ada lagi list nya nanti saya email kan ah:P )
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Exams.
First of all i would like to say congratulations to Ezah, Amal, Kimah and Moon got a perfect results.
Ezah - AAC
Amal - BAA
Kimah - AAA
Moon - AAA
WOW! Congratulation ah! Your future ampai2 sudah sana atu. Don't let any big oppurtunities just flew away.
To people who are very dissapointed with their results, sabar ja. Just like what Cikgu Hajah Asimah said, "semua ani ada hikmahnya" Thats true. :)
Now, its my year to show that im just like one of them with a very excellent grades. Amin~~
Another one. Jobless indeed. Tagged by Malique.
: Ohh... noooo! My hair!!!
02. A awful rumour went around your town saying you had slept with more than 100 people in a month?
:What the hell! Do you honestly gonna believe that? I don't!
03. Your bestfriend hates you?
:Give me back my money :P
04. Your boss sexually harassed you?
: Perv! I'll kick him as hard as I could! And and quit the effing job!
05. You found out a member of your family you loved and trusted turned out to be a serial killer?
: Ofcourse I'll freak out! What??? You think that I would just seat there and watch the bloodbath???
06. You were asked to appear on a make-over show. Would you be insulted?
: I would say Thank You!
07. You woke up to find all your teeth had fallen out?
: That's what you get if you never been to the dentist before!
08. You opened your front door to find Marilyn Manson on your doorstep, confessing his undying love for you?
: Shh! Keep it down horsie! My boyfriend would freak out! Keep it as a secret. *winks
09. Your parents said you could never use the internet again?
: So do you!! LOL
10. Your boyfriend told you he was actually gay?
: Don't you love me?? Dammit! Hahahhaha
11. Your bestfriend confessed to being in love with you?
:*sings. Lucky I'm inlove with my best friend. Noo! Noo! I don't! All my friends are gay! LOL
12. Your brother/sister started to sleep around and gained a reputation of being a slut?
: My family isn't that disfunctional, dude.
13. Your parents said you were moving into a haunted house?
: Hhahahah! That's cool! 0____0"
14. You woke up to find you were 20 pounds heavier?
: You ain't fooling me again, mirror! *stares with sipit eyes.
15. You thought you were just putting on weight, when your doctor said you were actually 8 months pregnant?
: I ain't that stupid either. Hhahah! Look who's stupid now! Hhahaha
16. Someone broke into your house whilst you were home alone?
: Maybe I could take down one person. Many? Im outta here! Get me a rope now!
17. Someone hacked into your myspace and invited all your friends to a party at your house?
: Err, okay! xD Sure, sure.
18. You woke up to find a really goodlooking guy, who you didn't know, was sleeping next to you?
: Muhammad Rahim?? Seriously?? I'll keep him forever. LOL
19. Jim Carrey rang you and said he wanted you to appear in his next film?
: That would be an honour, sir.
20. You were offered a million to appear topless in a dirty magazine?
: No thanks!