Emo Again

i was emo tadi...
very very emo...
gyla...
sepanjang hidup ku becoule... aku inda penah emo cemani...
with helmey ja aku emo cemani ani...

6 more days to my big day....
major darling!
yesterday, aku im-ed with helmey...
iatah aku buat pat nick ku 7 more days...

helmey: :'(
ayen: napa sad?
helmey: i mish you and i felt guilty bah...
ayen: i mish you more.. guilty? why?
helmey: avy nada sini to celebrate your big day....:(
ayen: its okay vy.. we stii have next year...
helmey: its not okay....
helmey: its ur big day.... mau jua tani celebrate sama2 in 1year tani couple ani...
ayen: i know... but there's nothing we can do... ur work more important
*dalam hati: no darling. im much more important, y'know*
helmey: no... 4 me your happiness more important.
helmey: cana ar?
ayen: cana apa?
helmey: avy cuba tanya lah pat management ar..
ayen: no don't have to.... your work is important bah vy....
*me and my big mouth*
helmey: jap2.. avy kan tanya kawan avy lu...
ayen: tanya apa?
helmey: acelerr.....
ayen: chuppy...
helmey: if success baru avy gtau...
ayen: if nda success?
helmey: nda avy gtau
.........................

i know ia tanya kawannya pasal the flight thing...
i know ia kan tukar flight nya dengan kawannya..
but i guess inda success lah....

di malam aku tertidur awal...
so bangun pun awal aroun 7...
helmey mc aku...
masa ku online.....

helmey: :(
ayen: avy.... miss kamu....
helmey: mana cyg? avy text dimalam... na dibalas.. avy call pun na di jawap...
ayen: cyg tetido...
....... *skip skip*
helmey: dah tah.. avy kan masuk lu kajap gi kan flight
ayen: now????
helmey: au....
ayen: napa na gtau?
helmey: na gtau?? avy balik2 text ... di tpun na djwp...
ayen: cyg pun na tau jua avy flight today...
helmey: na tau? 2say ia monday 29.09.08 kaliah...
ayen: lupa wa...
.....

tears dropping.....
ia flight without saying happy birthday...
its okay...
kelmarin ia dah greet aku...
pi inda apalah.....

this is wh im being so emo tadi....
sapa jua na emo....
kan? kan?