Hurt

Last Monday, my boyfriend off to Thailand.
For 3 days baby... 3 days!
Im here missed him goddamn much..
In 3 days, i can feel he's far away from me...

Helmey: Cinta.. anitah dugaan ada bayfriend cabin crew.... sabar saja..

That's what he told me before he left..
He told me he will online when he reach there...
Yes, he did.
On line is just not enough.
i want him here. Not in Thailand.
At lease I know that he's safe here..
Im so fucking damned worried about his health.
I dont wan to mention it here...
It hurt for both of us..
Especially him..

At 2 a.m before he left..
He called me..
he even sang that song - classic love song...
hehehes...
It's really really meaningful, y'know!

ohhs...
I love him..
I love that man from head to toe..
I trust his promises that morning so does he...
I love you, helmey...

in love,
nurul ain nazuha
xoxox